I used to believe that life was full of ups and downs..so true... full of obstacles...
very true...
teringat hari tu.., lammma dulu...
saye rushing giler pergi kerje..*(gara2 off alarm henset time mamun) start motor pastu pecut 10000km sejam..hujan lak renyai2.jalan lak licin*( baru lepas turap)....baju dah separuh lencun pastu time kat selekoh..motor tibe2 xdapat nak dicontrol..nak elak pulak mak cik yg tengah berpayung melenggang ke kilang sebelah...pastu jatuh gedebuk sebijik cam guni beras atas jalanraye...
sakit dapat.
malu dapat... kaki luke..tangan pon luke
seluar kotor...baju basah lencun...
tapi saye tak nangis pun ...*(tipu jer)
pastu saye pon bangun balik then terus g keje..nak masuk production orang pandang semacam je..kite dahlah sakit kan..nasib baik ada cleanroom suit
so leh la sedikit cover.... :b *(omak aaii)
urm..Tuhan saja yang tahu waktu itu ...
yaa..
Tuhan saja yang tahu...
kadang2..bile saye rasa down sangat..saye sendiri tak tau camne nak gtau sampai orang faham..sampai orang rase ape yang saye rase..sampai orang faham ape yang actually saye fikirkan dan maksudkan...sampai orang faham kenapa keputusan itu saye nekadkan...
hanya tuhan je yang tahu camne...kan?? kita plan, kita usaha, kita doa tapi it still His call. dont give up and give the hardest to fight for what we want but things dont always turn out the way kita nak. kan?
dari dulu lagi...m actually can proudly say that I'm a good fighter, i never thought of giving up, always been through a lot hardship ever since my childhood..orang selalu cakap..sabar la..apa la.tapi mereka hanya bercakap tapi tak tau apa yang saye rasa..
bile time kecik2 kena kerja keras..tak leh nak rasa hidup cam orang2 lain..tengok orang best2 je leh g main2, leh pergi tuisyen..tuhan je yang tahu hati camne pada waktu itu kan...
bile nak amek UPSR, kawan2 semua dapat p tuisyen,saye pun dapat tuisyen tapi 1,2 subject jeh, budget siot...duit tuisyen tu pulak hasil titik peluh tolong pak cik non nasi ayam kat kedai makan dia...hu3
kadang2 orang sengaja mempersoalkan kebolehan dan kemampuan kita, dah la xappreciate, siap kita dimalukan pulak di depan khalayak...kadang2 saye memperkatakan tentang sesuatu..or membuat sesuatu tapi disalah ertikan..and sampai satu masa..saye tak mampu nak buat apa2 untuk memperbetulkan keadaan dan dipersalahkan bulat2..Tuhan saja yang tahu apabila melihat diri sendiri dihukum dan dihakimi oleh orang lain..even dalam hati nak sgt cakap..bukannnnnnnnnn..bukan mcm tuuuuu.......bukan........i really doesn't mean that!!!!!
but who cares kan...hukumlah saye dan labellah saye sesuka hatinya...
because i can't even control people's thinking.....
Allah itu maha pengampun..maha penyayang dan maha pengasih..at last..saye sedar bahawa..sebagaimana hidup saye hari ini..really..waktu itu hanya Tuhan yang tahu....
I don't need approval from man, what I need to do is cry out to God everyday to help me be who HE wants me to be.
leave u with this sayings..
If you are successful, you will win some false friends
and some true enemies;
Succeed anyway.
If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you;
Be honest and frank anyway.
What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight;
Build anyway.
The good you do today, people will often forget
and some true enemies;
Succeed anyway.
If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you;
Be honest and frank anyway.
What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight;
Build anyway.
The good you do today, people will often forget
Do good anyway.
You see, in the final analysis, it is between you and God;
It was never between you and them anyway....
You see, in the final analysis, it is between you and God;
It was never between you and them anyway....
cool & be patient jer.......
kaki luke....tangan pun luke...tapi xpernah ada yg mengerti dan close to ourself melainkan diri kite sendiri..... (*_^)
